The Transmasc Hoard

One dragon's archive of assorted transmasculine history

Found on the Wayback Machine, this is an archive of K.A. Kling's poetry as he came to accept he was a transman.

BODYSOUL

It's becoming an obsession,
Every morning as I wake.
That I look into the mirror,
To see if I am there...
to see if I am there.

When I'm driving down the highway,
It will take me by surprise.
'Cause I look into the mirror,
And I am startled by my eyes.

My eyes reflect a different soul,
My body doesn't show.
I wish that I could be myself,
The one nobody knows.

I am living with obsession,
To be the one I really am.
And I look into the mirror,
To see if I am there...
To see if I am there.

Can you see me now as I do?
Not the me you used to know.
If you cannot see me hurting,
Then I think it's time to go.

My eyes reflect a different soul,
My body doesn't show.
I wish that I could be myself,
The one nobody knows...
The one nobody knows.

K.A. Kling © 1992